January 2012
December 2011
I am sad.
I’m spending new years eve at home with my 12-year-old brother and my parents. I am stuffing my face with a $20 olive tray and jalapeno havarti and bacon. After midnight I’m going to have nothing to do but fall over and sleep wherever I am. Happy birthday daddy, I couldn’t take it this year.
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I am so fucking nervous. Tonight I am meeting my cousin and aunt at Olives for dinner. I haven’t seen anyone from my dad’s side of the family for 7 years. The last contact I had with them was my grandma telling me it was my fault my dad killed himself. I honestly don’t know what I’m going to say to them, what if there’s NOTHING to say? What if 7 years is too long and...
tonight is for best friends, ones I don’t see nearly enough. oh, and drink, and drank and drunk.
tea spinning hockey shopping walking the dog bath...
my day.
I can’t believe that you’re doing this. I can’t believe you would choose that over everything you have accomplished in the last couple years. Do you have a brain? I am swimming with questions that I can’t ask because you’re a fucking liar. I can’t fathom what this would mean for you, for all of us. I can’t fathom it so much that I need to stop typing.
Once again, ready an hour early.
I feel like this is going to be a forced fun kind of night but I really want to just have fun and laugh and enjoy all of people I like to hang out with. My skin is crawling.
I may or may not be 19
Mom: Are you sitting in bed watching Boy Meets World again?
Me: Yeah.
Mom: Are you eating icing off a spoon!?!
Me: THERE WAS NO CHOCOLATE IN MY ADVENT CALENDAR THIS IS YOUR FAULT.
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DONE EXAMS!
Three more days of co-op though until I’m technically finished first semester. I’ll live.
Dear Guys Who Walks By At Least Ten Times Whenever I’m In The Lounge,
Do you live here?
Sincerely,
I Want Some Privacy.
I can’t believe I’ve already had all my calories for the day. Seriously? One meal, one granola bar and one coffee. SERIOUSLY!? that’s what I get for eating fast food I guess. Fuck it. I have 20 left. Lots of water and an apple? yeah?
I think my head may literally be splitting open....
Those days when you're like...
insecuritykilledtheteenager:
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Now you still speak of day old hate Though your whole world has gone up into flames And isn’t it great to find that you’re really worth nothing And how safe it is to feel safe
theevildead- asked: hiiiii
