February 2012
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I feel like the luckiest.
“You don’t know how to talk to people you don’t like. Don’t love, really. You...”
– J.D. Salinger, Franny and Zooey (via mogget)
Why am I doing this?
I seriously need to get a fucking grip, take a breath, quit being such a pussy. It’s like I’m doing my best to push him away and I haven’t even known him long enough for him to give me a reason to. I like him. Four days of nothing but him and the second I leave, I miss him. But the second after that..
Fuck.
I love
looking forward to his lunch break
not waking up alone
cuddling
movies
cuddling
staying up late because I’d rather still talk
Am I really that stupid??????????
January 2012
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I am actually the laziest person I know. I should lose all rights to complain about my weight a little more every day that I don’t suck it up and go to the gym. Sometimes it’s just like ugh do I really have to drive all the way into town? and I think maybe I can just tell myself to work out at home and myself will listen. Wrong. can I get a little motivation!?
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I’m bringing home a baby bumblebee
Won’t my mommy be so proud of me.
I didn’t get to sleep until 5am but I have this incredibly weird burst of energy that I can just hope lasts until 8pm. I probably should have showered, but I am perfecting my laziness and testing the boundaries of acceptable levels of hygiene. Some days I love that I have no date prospects since it means I am the only one to be disgusted by me. #nobodytoimpress
If I knew what I wanted it would be easier to describe all the ways in which I have failed to be strong enough to go for it.
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New day. Same problems. Same pathetic debbie-downer attitude. Same self-pity. Same paralysis whenever I try to change.
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on the proverbial rollercoaster, losing my literal...
Well, day three of the car not starting meant getting a ride into town at 7am only to find out I won’t be going home for days because my parents can’t be bothered to give me rides anywhere. Cool, because I had plans to be all over town this week, so now I can’t go to the gym or hand out resumes. What I can’t get out of, due to the fact that they’re things for school I...
watching Bridesmaids
Mama: Wouldn't the ants get in there?
Me: Mom, shut up, it's a movie
Mama: What there aren't ants in movies?
Me:
Mama: There's a movie CALLED ants
Me:
Mama: No?
Me:
Mama: Oh look raccoons!!
who wants an uncharacteristically optimistic post?
so life picked you up so it could throw you down again, so what? so your car won’t start, you failed a class, you gained three pounds, you didn’t get paid when you were supposed to, you spent another night alone.. news flash: it could be worse, and nobody gives a fuck about it.
life is about what you make it, and there is no point wasting energy on stress when you could be smiling....
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Five things you will find if you open my bag: 1. wallet 2. keys 3. three chapsticks 4. a book 5. a pen Five things in my bedroom: 1. a secret compartment clock 2. my record player 3. books 4. 12 pillows and 2 pillow pets 5. a jar of pretty thoughts from a friend Five things I’ve always wanted to do in my life: 1. cross Abbey Road 2. teach English overseas 3. fall in love, stay in love 4....
